Shadows February 9, 2010

 

feeling like I am going now where

Aging but only growing cold

I reach more a thing of more purpose

But find I can only be without none

Trapped in the quicksand of mistakes

Eternally bound in the shadows

There is a light I am told

The words don’t reach I hear this

Sound of a life already done

I raised too high the stakes

Now I’m lost to the shadows

My joy is no longer bold

But now my fear is

I am looking for what is never shone

Underneath the aftermath quakes

Lays a soul in the shadows

This is my time into new history

I embark in darkness untold

I should be feeling nervous

And yet all feeling is gone

Hope was only as a flake

Melting into hells shadows

What is the meaning to life

Of a heart to hard to mold

Unbroken can any cure this

Or burn it upon the sun

If only I could to heaven make

Nay I remain in the shadows

Morals February 1, 2010

Morals. Right vs. wrong. Humanities endless history to establish the perfect laws. Laws to protect and continue life in the/a controlled or controllable enviroment. Morals by some can be defined as natural instinct to not inflict upon another that wich we ourselves would not merit in recieving. Such as stealing is moraly wrong since we wish not to be without; such as murder for we wish not to have our life taken. But, morals is more finely defined by justification. If a man kills another man some would say that is moraly wrong. Now if the son of the murdered man kills the murderer, is this moraly wron? Justification. If a man kills his nieghbor and enslave his wife, society would look upon that man as a sphycopath and a murderer without morals. Now if a country invades and conquers its neighboring country in the name of their god, is this moraly wrong? Justification. So how could morals be of natural nature if it must be justified? And if it is safe to say that all humanity is imperfect, then who is to say what is right and what is wrong? Or even still, is justification just a word to mask minipulation? If two wrongs don’t make a right, does three or more wrongs make it justified?

Inocents January 27, 2010

  My heart bleeds

 For the innocent and their needs

 I want justice

 And the government upon their knees

 When people become words on paper

 The paper into a stack to be

 Filed for later

 But the truth still remains

 A cold case, yet to be explained

 How is it one’s life is worth more?

 That my life can be simply

 Ignored?

 My freedom buried in judicial

 Decisions

 But didn’t even Columbus have

 A vision?

 When none chose to believe

 The truth that lay beyond what they could see

 Where is my land of New Hope?

 That I may be free of this rope

 Set around my throat

 As society watches me choke

 Beyond mad I’m infuriated

 I would sit back and watch

 Satan be inaugurated

 Just to give evil a face

 In what I lay in the quake

 Of this nightmarish place

 Wishing only to one day wake

 To a world that could do right

 Or at least recognize its mistakes.

Two Cannot Be Alone January 27, 2010

HER:  Time passes before my eyes

While I sit in the corner of this empty room

I’m stuck behind these brick walls

No one seems to hear my calls

So am stuck inside this cell

Waiting for Gabriel to ring his bell

 

HIM:  Like a prison cell side by side

Beyond your wall is another side

I hear your every cry

So close yet so far

As Lucifer before he fell

Wishing to see the face of whom

I wish to hold

Just to let you know

Now may feel so cold

But two cannot be alone

 

HER:  A bottle appears inside my cell

It must be a sign that I’m meant to live

Inside this hell

I carve a mark with my nail

As each day passes by

I watch as the blood bleeds down my hand

That’s when I start to cry

I hear you weep on the other side

So far away from my side

Just like my angel the night this

Hell began to rise

 

HIM:  I only weep as I touch the wall

Imagining our hands will meet

I hear you count the days on the wall

And it only scars my soul

Every day I search for the key

That from this hell we may flee

That I may spend every morning looking

Into your eyes

Your beauty inspiring as the sunrise

 

HER:  My tears fall and my dirty fingers seem to only

Make things worse

As I look out the window I notice the sun

Seems only to set

And I don’t mean to make you upset

I too want to flee so please

Please find the key

I can only imagine my body against yours

As you stare into my eyes

And kiss me for the first time

 

HIM:  Then for now I shall sing you to sleep

For morning can only bring hope

As one day I will hold you like a jewel

I long to keep

So let you tears wash away this place

For one day I will hold in my hands your face

As our lips rush and yet linger

Today shall soon be past

This always remember

As we begin what shall last

 

HER:  Until the day we meet and kiss

I will wait for you my prince

Of Only Dreams January 19, 2010

HIM: Such distance from me to you. What are we to do? If I could hold you and never let go, it would be worth the trip to go. To see the voice on the other side of the phone. Every night I wait for the call as every day further and further I fall. Wishin you were here and not just a voice in my ear.

HER: At night I blow a kiss for you. From here to there. Wishing you wont have anymore nightmares. I wish for you to hold me tight while we lay in bed at night. I cant wait to make this call and imagine me holding you so you wont fall.

HIM: The only nightmares is when I wake, and your nowhere to be seen. So its back to sleep, holding onto my dreams. Goodnight to all I knew. Goodnight from me to you. Now drifting off to sleep. Hoping to see you in my dreams.

HER: Your dreams are all you have of me. Untill the day we meet. Then no more nightmares there will be, when you lay down to sleep.