This is the last post here. Continuing on at The Melody of Words. I will also be posting insights to all previous 2011 writings my facebook fan page. Thanks for to all my readers and may this new chapter prove just as rewarding.
~A
Archive for November, 2011
Its not that i dont like you
i dont wanna talk to
at the moment who you are
no need to open scars
so listen to my silence
as more than an avoidance
why lose anymore words to argument
till your heart has reached an agreement
ill remain a photo upon the wall
of one you used to call…
wait, now i forgot what to you i was
the moment passed before the dust
could even clear the air
now your surprised im not there?
ive made bad decisions in life’s course
why you make me feel i was yours?
at risk of beating this horse deader
when will you realize what does matter
so i wont put an end to this letter
and let it hang
as you did with this man’s dream
…dang…
i can feel the force of the wind on my face
whispering the ease of leaving this place
my closest friend has become the ground
for i see it the most all these times feelin down
maybe there is an answer to my hearts yurning
but the itch to run has made my feet burning
the urge to shutdown like a computer with a virus
does anyone know what the cure is?
i poured so much sweat and blood into this path
so far its the stains that seem to last
getting lost inside my head
no wonder why my motivation is dead
are these times just a few bumps in the road
or warnings that off my path i have strode
so hard is it to see where i must be
when now the whole world is blind to me
the choices now only i can make
no matter if its just another mistake
i just wish i didnt have to stumble on my own
knowing that in good times ill be just as alone
so if there is any strength in solitude
please strip away this fortitude
09-03-2011
its amazing how time flies. Days feel like years when locked up but on the other side of the wall years feel like days. They say its better late then never, but I never thought it would take 25 years to grow up. The more I learn in life the more scared I become that Ive wasted to much time. Haha guess that why they call it the long way(hard way). I always wanted to feel like i belonged, to be apart of something more then just the common monotony of day to day life. But are my ambitions as the wind? Only to linger till another option comes to whisk me away? No, not this time. I’m to tired of moving around and never settling. Its all or nothing. Nobody can live my life for me so i must make it a point to live it to the fullest.
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