lost in my head

i can feel the force of the wind on my face

whispering the ease of leaving this place

my closest friend has become the ground

for i see it the most all these times feelin down

maybe there is an answer to my hearts yurning

but the itch to run has made my feet burning

the urge to shutdown like a computer with a virus

does anyone know what the cure is?

i poured so much sweat and blood into this path

so far its the stains that seem to last

getting lost inside my head

no wonder why my motivation is dead

are these times just a few bumps in the road

or warnings that off my path i have strode

so hard is it to see where i must be

when now the whole world is blind to me

the choices now only i can make

no matter if its just another mistake

i just wish i didnt have to stumble on my own

knowing that in good times ill be just as alone

so if there is any strength in solitude

please strip away this fortitude

 

The Picture worth a million words

With only words to make you melt

by words as if my hands are felt

crowning princess of this fairytale

mind visions of what my speech entails

able to make you mine

on opposite sides of the state line

whats the worth of a picture painted by words

that evokes emotions never yet incurred

if the sky was my canvas to paint

as the sun upon the skin, heat warmth I create

the sunset as you blushing from the inside

stars as your eyes, a twinkle ive searched to find

if only my hands could reach what my heart has touched

the sensations that cause my blood to rush

words now becoming decreasingly useless

as the redundant use made them worthless

 

The perfect introduction

Hello…

Missing something is all i knew

until i saw the light of your eyes

i found i was missing you

the face of the sun just on the rise

with the walk of a gazzel

you created a heart that flies

rushing cuz its too early to tell

if its love with no disguise

or if there’s hell inside beauty’s crypt

makin me speechless or just shy

tryin to just stay with the script

as if one word would make you say good-bye

i want to express every feeling

cuz you leaving is like watching my heart die

an abortion to love just conceiving

so let me paint your name upon the sky

as our hearts rest upon the clouds

fueled by a love God can’t deny

a soul rescued from the shrouds

…my name is…

B&C

Dear Bonnie,
sorry if this sounds too melancholy
if you get this its too late to call me

it was never clear what to do
when i see you
i’m split in two
we had so so many dreams
of us being a team
when these hard times hit,
you would have somewhere to lean

i cant talk to you without cryin
my heart worn from tryin
to keep us from diein
now your with him wishin it was me
an i’m stuck with shards of a broken dream
pleading to God for a love sick remedy

a few bucks an a bag of clothes
my home now the open road
driven by what cant be undone
i trace your face in the clouds of the sky
i know the love was true cuz my heart
cant lie
i await the day our souls can be,-Clyde

Living For You

my life became a lifeline

my breath never my own

all that is bad in life of mine

became your hope to be shone

i keep leavin all the pain

but being used for a reason

my choices i cant explain

just my exsistance is needed

my selfdestruction flame burn

like a warning becon

a life lesson for all to learn

my mistakes, your new season

turn leaf an make peace

i burn and you only grow

as my curse wont cease

i give you all the more to know

i lay across lifes pot holes

you can cross to better life

i may be sins apostle

only to revoke your knife

let my fated heart bleed

just so you can finaly see

God is what life needs

may i one day reach…